Day Nine & Ten

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The inevitable has happened!!! I skipped a day. Now that it’s finally over, I won’t be too worried about it. I hope. Anyway, this time, I have 2 tasks that go hand in hand, so here they are.

TASK 9: LIST 5 CHARACTERISTICS OR TENDENCIES YOU HAVE THAT YOU THINK ARE LIMITING YOU.

Damn, this ones straight forward. That’s why I put it off for a day. It’s not because I don’t have faults to list, it’s because accepting them and making an effort to grow isn’t always easy. In fact, it’s scary.

Since I’ve made a mental pledge to seek discomfort, I’m putting them up here. I’m not sugar coating any of these. I’m also not going to explain them too much. They are the consequences of things that I have done and things that have happened to me, but for now they are just parts of me that are holding me back from being a better person. Well, five of them at least.

  1. My hesitancy to embrace love. Or in my best friends blunt description, Commitment issues.
  2. Feeling inferior around certain people.
  3. Thinking too much.
  4. Anger issues. According to my mom, it’s proof that I’m my fathers daughter. So, this has to be the first one to go.
  5. Being pessimistic about my abilities. Cue voice in head saying what abilities.

Alright then, since that is out there, let’s move on. If you think I’m rushing this, you’re right.

TASK 10: OUT OF THE 5, CHOOSE 2 THAT YOU WANT TO WORK ON NOW.

Well, five and four.

That’s it folks. See you tomorrow.

If only things worked like that. You put it out there and boom, it’s fixed. Unfortunately, this isn’t an edition of Sabrina the Teenage Witch. I most definitely do not have powers and consistent effort makes change, not a spell book.

Writing about change that is yet to happen is pointless in my opinion. But, from here on, I will take extra care of how I react and how I treat myself. This ones for you, 6 year old Ammu and for me.

Resolutely,

Amulya.

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