Prelude.

I’ve pulled away from the thought of writing a blog because I didn’t have a clear cut vision of what I wanted to put up. But, I’ve finally come to terms with not defining myself. Not when I have a whole world left to see. So here it is. My thoughts or better yet, my…

Reflection ft. memory box

I’m listening to Mulan’s reflection to get in the feels for this one.. Alright never mind, it’s making me laugh. For context, when I was 10 or 11, I asked for a box with a lock to keep my diaries in. It turned out to be a box to dump every little thing that I…

To my Teens.

Small heads up, I don’t mean the teens who read my posts, I’m still writing about myself.. to no ones surprise. But, I’ll try to diversify that soon. It’s weird how much importance we put to numbers and to a year system that may be completely bogus. But, if there’s one thing I’ve learnt through…

Fears & 9 year old me.

For as long as I remember, I’ve been terrified of death. If I let myself think about it, I’d be drowned in tears and would refuse to sleep the whole night. I’ve tried speaking about it to my friends but what I needed to do most, was speak to myself about it. And so, here…

Day Twenty & Twenty One

The tasks for these two days are related and revolve around reflection. So I’ll get right to it. This exercise was meant to make me attract abundance to myself but I ended up with the conclusion that I’ve already done that. It was a reminder of the goals I set in the past, my mistakes…

Day Eighteen & Nineteen

I can’t bring myself to write the tasks for these two days. One was to write a letter to your government expressing your views but it seems beyond pathetic that I have to plead for equality. As if a world without discrimination is unattainable. That is a thought I don’t want to spend much time…

Day Sixteen & Seventeen

TASK 16: WRITE A LIST OF THINGS YOU WISH YOU HAD DONE BY NOW AND FORGIVE YOURSELF FOR NOT DOING THEM BY WRITING IT down. I would have been skeptical about this two weeks ago but I’ve come to realize that conversations with yourself is key to sanity. I feel like we’ve equated people who…

Day Fifteen

TASK 15: WRITE A THANK YOU LETTER TO ANYONE WHO HAS HURT YOU IN THE PAST. I’ll dive right in with this one. Hello there, I’m sure you don’t know this, but you are the reason I’ve become unapologetic in who I am. I never expected a teacher to tell me to be more feminine…

Day Twelve & Thirteen

I think I’m going to start clubbing 2 days into one post because that’s easier. Why should we choose the hard path when the easy ones right there if you need it. I’ll do individual ones when I can, but for now, here’s task 12 and 13. TASK 12: Write down your worries. Well that…

Day Eleven

TASK 11: Write a description of your mother in your notebook. Mention her positive aspects, her not so positive aspects, what you learnt from her, what keeps you apart and what draws you closer. My mother has always held a soft spot in my heart. She is kind, extremely kiddish, beautiful and full of love….

Day Nine & Ten

The inevitable has happened!!! I skipped a day. Now that it’s finally over, I won’t be too worried about it. I hope. Anyway, this time, I have 2 tasks that go hand in hand, so here they are. TASK 9: LIST 5 CHARACTERISTICS OR TENDENCIES YOU HAVE THAT YOU THINK ARE LIMITING YOU. Damn, this…